I started my life in Japan staying in
university dormitory. The secretary suggested me to stay there as I was a newcomer
so it would be difficult for me to rent an apartment. At that time, I didn’t
know how difficult it would be, so I followed her advice. Most of new students
also started their life in the dormitory. I heard, not all of them finished staying
until the end of the contract for some reasons. For my case, I believed, I
could stay there for 6 months.
Although
I moved far away from my hometown, I didn’t want to leave my jogging habit. I
tried to find jogging partner. In my batch, Indonesian students were only two
including me. I like to talk, hang out, and doing outside activities a lot, but
she didn’t like. She might not like my jogging idea. The others were
international students. Luckily, I got along with one Indian student with whom I went
jogging together. As she was sometimes busy, mostly I went for jogging
by myself. Jogging alone for one time was not bad, but when I did it frequently,
I felt bad. How come my life smelled cheesy.
When I prepared to jog alone |
Going
to the lab, coming back home to the dorm, shopping in AEON, cooking, sleeping,
those were my regular activities. I just realized, I could not find other Indonesian
students when there should be many of them. No communication, no friendship,
made my passion of living including studying burnt low. “What is the meaning of
pursuing study higher when you don’t have the basic of life?”.
Everyday
I fell silent, I couldn’t hear the happiness. It became worse when the summertime
came. It was raining frequently. To
reach my laboratory, I spent 1 hour by walking or 30 minutes by bicycle, but it
became heavier because of the rain so I often fell ill. Usually I am okay with the
rain, but it seemed my health was worsened by my bad mental health. Having no good
life rang true.
In
my fourth month in the dormitory, I decided to move out. I couldn’t bear living
without friends. I found out, most of them prefer staying at the other side of
university, different side from the dormitory that's why I never met them. Thus, I broke my contract and immediately
started my new life in my new apartment and new environment. Wishing to have
many friends.
Briefly,
once I moved out, my desire to have friends ran wild. I knocked every door. Sadly,
most of the doors were closed, but when my tears ran dry, the last door was
opened widely. You might not know how happy I was. The feeling was like I dare
to give my heart just for them. This is how I value them so much. I got friends
so then I started my ritual with them.
Jogging
was not done alone anymore. Once again, I got friends! Yippiee!!!!!!
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